I am sure I cant explain myself to you. I cant explain the reasons why when we spend so much time together and sex doesn’t matter to my body and when I am away from you, its your body on my mind!

I cant explain why I feel the need to take care of you, why my heart beats so fast sometimes and sometimes so slow.

I cant understand why I have pushed away other people because I am in fear of loosing you. how precious can you be to me?

I still don’t understand why I cant stop of thinking of you and how our kids may look like.

Is this up and down movement of my emotions towards you that I can’t explain called love because I feel good, loved, undamaged, consumed, free and everything.

Please explain to me what this is. I just want to be with you every time my emotions for you change. Maybe how we would connect each time would explain and give reasons as to why I feel so many things for you!